Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Changes Galore

There's been a lot of whatnot going on en mi vida.

-My parents moving

-I'm stepping down from IV leadership

-Moving-notmoving drama

-Thinking about my future/what I should do post college

-Not liking making movies in my class---i'm supposed to like this...what's going on?

-Homesickness

-Severing relationships made during the summer

-One of my friends frequently talks to me about how much fun she has hanging out with her other friend. She doesn't talk about how much fun she has with me.

-How am I going to pay for next semester's tuition?


My security blanket has been pulled out from under me. Where I live physically has been on shaky ground in two places. What I've been passionate about career-wise is now a stress. The fact that guys like me as a friend, but don't ask me out frustrates me. Never ever felt this lost before.

God, be my Rock.

What do I need to surrender to You, Lord?

Anxiety? Being anxious is easier than being free. But you don't want your children living in anxiety. I pray I would let your peace transcend my understanding.

Friday, September 9, 2011

Elizabeth and Mary

I think it was thoughtful for God gave both Elizabeth and Mary miraculous conceptions at relatively the same time. I'm sure Elizabeth was a great comfort to Mary in the three months that Mary stayed with her.

They were relatives. How crazy. How crazy thoughtful of God to give these two women comfort in each other.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Growing Up

It's me, a backpack,
And the drought
It's just us three
From here on out

My guide has left
To save the others
Will I be strong
Like all my brothers?