Indoor Gardens are Attractive

Indoor gardens make me feel healthy and vibrant. It must be the green glow of photosynthesis. Plus, I want fresh cherry tomatoes in the dead of winter.

The combination of plants with innovative lighting turns me on.





















This picture to the left is definitely what I want my living room to look like. Greens with bright reds, pinks, and oranges. I especially like the orange barrel holding a plant.

It just needs several old fashioned bird cages with big eggs inside.

Starting a Biblestudy

I want to start a Biblestudy for the girls in my house! A Biblestudy accompanied by baked goodies like lemon squares. I'm tired to trying to invite them to some Christian group that I'm a part of. I want to start one in our house where there is no commute or uncomfortableness.

I want to prepare for this Biblestudy by praying for God to prepare the girls' hearts to be receptive to the gospel. And also preparing by studying the Word of God and running the studies by my dad who is great at leading groups.

I want to make disciples of the nations! Heck, I need to start where I live. This is a great opportunity.

Bless this, Lord Jesus. I know the Enemy will try to stop it, but you are the Stronger Man. The Enemy will not have the power to ruin this study. Bind Satan, Lord. Give me strength and perseverance to run the race marked out for me. In Jesus' name, let it be!

Sad

I'm sad. I told my friend (the one who was treating me like less than the close friend I thought I was) about how hurt I am.

She said, "I'm sorry you feel that way."

Unsatisfyingly depressing.

Another friend made kind of a rude comment on one of my Facebook statuses.

What is going on?

Sex and Friendship 2

My roommate/friend was really upset today. Crying and messed up, but she said she "didn't want to talk about it" so I let it alone. Now through the wall I can hear her telling her old roommate all about the fiasco that made her so upset.

It just hurts to know I'm much further down on her friend list than she is on mine.

And my other friend who decided to trade in Jesus for an unhealthy relationship (who knows it's unhealthy but is nevertheless proceeding) is just ruining her life and I hate watching it. Her boyfriend is always using my shower. I washed the bath mat yesterday to get his foot-germs out. I was also suspicious that he was using my body wash because its level has been decreasing way faster than normal. So I have to stash that away after every shower now.

Sex and Friendship

How could you be so stupid?

I am so angry that you are turning to sex and alcohol instead of God. And normally I wouldn't be angry with just anyone turning to sex and alcohol. But you proclaim to be a Christian.

And after confronting you about it....after you chose to repent.....you did it again. You invited that stupid smoker boy who doesn't love you over to have sex with you again.

There's nothing I hate more than hearing moaning when I'm brushing my teeth.

You just feel EMPTY EMPTY EMPTIER every time you turn to the world.

Your life isn't yours...you were bought at a price. When you are selfish...when you expect the world to serve you, you will only disappoint and be disappointed.

And my other friend....

What happened to our friendship? You always talk about your old roommate when we hang out. We live next to each other and you never hang out in my room unless I invite you. You don't start conversations. We used to be much better friends.

You get a lot more excited to make vegan cupcakes with Anna than anything you do with me. And we don't do very much.