God Actually Loves Me

The Lord loves me. He goes before me and prepares the way.

I have been trying to get a hold of this guy about a video internship and he hasn't been getting back to me despite my best efforts. But he kept asking me to keep trying to get in touch with him. Finally, I had to give up...it had been almost four months of frustrating communication and lack thereof.

I was looking for other jobs and not having much success. Finally, he called me just now and said that he was driving and God clearly told him to call me.

WHAT?! WHAT?! WOW! God, are you kidding me? You are so cool. I had no idea you really cared about me. I mean, I knew you cared, but not like that...I didn't think you would do something like this. It's so good to be reminded that You are with me. I really needed to be reminded of that.

He offered me an unpaid internship...the paid one was taken...poop. But he said that if I work on a project as a PA or and editor, I could get paid for that. Sweet. And he said that if I worked part time as a Starbucks barista or something, I could still do the internship.

And just him saying Starbucks barista was kind of interesting because I have an interview with Starbucks tomorrow and earlier I was trying to think of jobs to apply for, Starbucks kept entering my mind. I kept dismissing it because I tried to get a job with them before and it didn't work so I kind of assumed trying again wouldn't work. It kept coming up in my head though, so I thought God might be trying to hint at something.

So I applied. And I have an interview. And it was used by "the internship guy" in a plausible scenario of my life. So we'll see.