Rodents in the Walls

There's a dead rodent somewhere in the walls of the house i live in. It smells disgusting.

One of my close friends (let's call her Joanna) has started dating a guy (let's call him Max) I've had a big crush on for a while. I mean, I'm getting over him, but what's keeping me from not totally getting over him is the fact that he sends me like a really thoughtful or cute text about every week.

So I told Joanna tonight how I am bitter towards her. Not just because she's dating Max but because she's always been a boy-hog in my mind. Always flirtsy wirtsy and focused on them. Like when I'm at a table with her and some guys, she'll only talk to the guys--not me. So I've been bitter for a while and haven't said anything until tonight. I asked her to pray for me not to be bitter toward her.

We'll see how I change and heal. One thing's for almost sure.....the next time Max texts me I'm either going to ignore it or --if it's a cute question--just ask him not to text me.

I have a big film shoot tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it. Making movies is so totally difficult. It's the hardest thing in the world. OH MY GOSH.

God is good. Lord, grant me peace that transcends my understanding.

I want to learn how to play the guitar.